Forgotten Glory

I have been afraid for so long and of so much. One of my biggest fears is that everyone will leave. I have this recurring nightmare in which I walk downstairs and can’t find my parents. I go outside, and there aren’t any cars. Not just at my house, either. There’s nobody anywhere. Everyone has left.

That, of course, is highly unlikely to ever happen, but what if people leave emotionally? I’m wary of trusting anyone or of letting too many people get close to me. I’m not alone in this, I know that. I’ve heard so many times that someone is afraid he is unlovable, so he doesn’t love anyone else so that he won’t be hurt. I used to think that way, but somehow, I’ve been convinced that there are a few people who love me. My fear is that I will be lured into a false sense…

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