Woke up this morning sick and tired of life. Tired of the struggle to survivie and no one else truly caring. ia m tired of the fact that it take so much each day for me not to go on a killing spree and kill all who dont give afuck and the ones who have hurt me. I just wish that people could see how much pain I am in and how much I am at a breaking point and do not want to keep going on like this. I just would people would understand I am at the end. i cannot keep doing this. I do not want to continue with this struggle anymore. I wish I woud finally just die and they would all see and realize the pain is just too unbearable. the struggle is just too much I cannot fo this much longer. I wish they all would see my pain an drecognize my struggles. Iw ish someone could just fix this all for me and I would be ok but inside I know nothing will ever be okay and no on e will ever be able to help or fix anything inside me. I am alone and on my own in this struggle called life. i am ready to give up on the fight and submit to the pain that is slowly killing me. I am tired of trying and inside I am dying. I just want my life to stop. I just want it all to go away. i want an escape from all I hate. I just want to die today.